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I feel like a loser
Like the world is my enemy
Like I can't do anything right
I want it to end
I feel like giving up
Like dying
But I can't
I must keep fighting
I must stay alive
Like the world is my enemy
Like I can't do anything right
I want it to end
I feel like giving up
Like dying
But I can't
I must keep fighting
I must stay alive
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i wrote this last night during a panic attack
claw out the eyes of god like you deserve to be the last thing he ever sees stand the hell up hospital girl and just once take the i.vs outta your arms like you actually believe you're more than just novocain and tragedy tiger-striped up in medical tape drop your damn crutches like you're dropping your jaw and for once talk like the people who're supposed to love you will love you this time you write so scared and you speak like there's hell in your throat and you're doing everyone a favor by locking it up you tremble like you've got lilies pinned to your spine and you smile like a dog kissing highway asphalt you're inhumane self-sacrifice sk
Literature
Languidly Losing Life
Languidly Losing Life
constant consciousness
creates compositions.
blended by burning bacterium;
deteriorating domiciliation.
downgrading dewdrops
of once owned objects,
thought to
tell tales
about all actual activity.
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It Hurts
Head buried in my hands
Silence...
Darkness...
Tears...
It's all I can do to fight how bad it hurts
It's all I can do to fight how bad
I want to be with you
When I see you, my whole world lights up.
And it's all I can do to fight back the tears
When you don't want to be with me.
When I feel like you're - not ignoring me - but,
Like just tolerating that I'm there.
Do you know how bad that hurts?
How it threatens to tear me apart
From the inside out, until I'm nothing
But alone again.
How bad it hurts, when I'm used to seeing your smiling face
Looking back at me
Like you're happy to see me too, but I don't.
The smile isn't there, or the w
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very emotionally charged. hope you're not as sad now.