InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
RebirthRemembering pastEndeavours, I couldn'tBear this painIn my soulReborn fromThe ashes andHealed of all wounds
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
InsomniaSleepless nightsIn the darkOur heads spinningTrying to make senseOf this lifeOf this world
The scarsLife hurts usIt causes us to bleedTime can heal the woundsAnd stop the painBut the scars remainFor the rest of our lives....
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
The way outDeath feelsSo appealingSo seductiveThe endOf my painThe voidOf oblivionMy salvationMy only wayOut of thisThis worldOf misery
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
SufferingThe eyes see, the heart doesn't
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
Hope never diesHopes beat fast as we lookOnward past the hurt and painPieces of this harsh life stay behindEfforts to make it better are always worth itNow we are living in the presentEnjoying life when we canVenturing forwardEntering a new stage in lifeRestarting and leaving the past behindDeath we'll never fearIt's just another adventureEndless days in this life butSomehow we'll find a way.
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
ResistingFeeling downFeeling lostIn a world with no mercyI surviveDay after dayUntil the endThe day I dieAnd then maybeI'll find some peace
There's always someone who caresDead she isNothing but a ghost nowMurdered by the oneThe one she used to loveThe dream manWho became a nightmareBut in death she learnedThe lesson life tried to teach herThat she meant somethingFor the ones that really matterAnd that he wasNothing but a bruteBecause at her funeralShe was there, invisibleAnd her friends, her familyAll missed herAnd they all knew her story nowA sad storyOf abuse and contemptWith no happy endingBut with a positive messageThere's always someone who cares
Cross My WristsCross my wrists and hope to die,I will only ever lieWhen you ask me if I’m fineOr if I like this life of mine.If I had a gun,I’d put it to my headAnd turn bouncy blonde,Into ruby red.You want me to stop cutting;I’ll stop when I’m dead.The last time I’ll cutWill be the last thing I seeWhen I finally put an end to me.Dying sounds good right now,Just fading into blackAnd never coming backTo the agony living brings.Perhaps you’ll find me hanging,Or bleeding,Or after OD’ing;Someday soon you’ll find me,Finally free.It’s too late now,I’m too far gone.Now I’m just a ghostOf who could’ve been someone.
LonelinessLooking at the ceilingnight after nightwaiting in vainfor a hopeful ray of lightI keep telling myselfto hold on to lifethere must be deeper reasonsfor all that endless strife. Trying to devisea bunch of tricks and schemesto feed my hungry lonelinesswith treats of boring themesI'm getting filled with hopelessnessand pain in my heartbecause of some unknownand unjustified act.Waiting for a lettera knock on my doora voice on the telephoneI'd never ask for moreI hear the time's rushbreaking my existenceforcing me to the slaveryof fatal subsistence. And when I turn the lights offto start the ghostly soundsrevive the fictive shadowsand sleep with strange boundsI imagine your faceinside a misty framesmiling at me againmy heartbeat's fast refrain.© Soulis
Only WordsIt's all harmless fun,He knows I'm kidding He's constantly giving reasons That make me want to dieSure, he's a hideous thing,But that's not my fault He tells me how ugly I am, That I'm some monstrous beingHe's the biggest nerd everHe deserves to know his level He steals my glasses, hits my books Tells me to stop the "genius act"I'm always sure to tell othersHow we're just playing around He tells the teachers, "we're friends", About ho
I won't surrenderI shake off the arms of the demons that are pulling me downNo I won't surrender and drownI struggle to stand while their nails are digging deep in to my skinScreaming loud just to block their poisonous whispers that hunt my mindLooking around for the sunshineAnything that can pull me out and help me escape those monsters that want to feed off my painAs I wait my energy and strength begins to fadeI scream even louder but this time not to block the whispers but to cry for helpNo I won't surrender and drownSomeone will come to hold me while I regain my strength back to fight and slay the evil demonsMinutes turn to months , time has weakened the hope I hold insideThere was no sunshine that killed away the darknessThere was no hands to pull me away from the dark holeThere was nothing but my echo screaming back at meI don't want to surrender and drownBut no strength is left in meAnd no one that cares enough to save me
Our WorldTonight we shall awakeAnd we'll feel better;While scars dictate out a eulogyBefore icicle stars drip a lakeOf blood and ink.And our life is scribedAnd our destiny transcribedUpon ozone highways ofA time swept letter.Tonight we shall smileAnd we'll be fine;While bones taunt us in penuryOut of sync to heart's design:Never will we blink.And our strife is mystifiedAnd our history pacifiedTowards x-ray epitaphs onA lunar forged shrine.Tonight we shall glowAnd we'll fly high;As souls sing forth in melodyTo harp string's of an angel's sigh,But joy fades in a wink.And we're aliveThere's nothing we can't surviveAnd we're a mysteryTo bandaged eyes living misery.So let's set things right!Let's burn out tonight!Set the world alightWith the unity of our cries,Never to let the flames burn lowNor to allow our nightmaresPermission to fester and grow.So let's set things right!Tonight we shall awakeAnd even if it kills us;The world. Our world.Will be alright.
Hey YouHey you.Yeah, you;With the perfect smile,Even if it hasn't been seenIn a little (or long) while.I hope you're feeling okay.And I think you'reDoing really great today;Remember,You are one less day awayFrom your perfect tomorrow.
For HerThat girl with the fire in her heart,she can’t tell if its cancer of the throat ortoo many broken heart strings, but she’ssetting herself on fire and taking the forest with her;I think she’s chanting about howthe embers burn stars into her arms butI forgot my latin stems when she forgothow to love herself and I can’t sayhow long ago that was;She saidshe’s so scared of herselfor the world or maybewhat’s under the bed that she’sscarring up her pretty little body,No, it’s far from beautiful, it’s thebane of my existence, butOh darling this is your existenceand it doesn’t get any better you justlearn to be happy with it.Well,she sheds blood now instead of tearsfor chemical imbalances andboys who don’t dance, and shesits around eating nothing butdirt and self-hate and watching theflowers grow, asking me Why,why do they keep dying? butDon’t you get it, we all drop our petals we ju
I am a labelI slid the blade across my wristOnceTwiceAgain and again.Maybe I’m an emotional freak.I cause fights and argumentsOverAnd overAgain.Maybe I’m a troublemaker.I use make up to make myself seemBetterAnd…Prettier.Maybe I’m girly.I complain about thingsEven when sometimesThey’re notThatBad.Maybe I’m an attention seeker.I fall under so manyStereotypes.So maybe I am a label.Or maybeI’m just me.
If tears could write a storyIf tears could write a story, then this is written for you.Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.Missing you is painful, more so than any death.But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.You were the best friend that ever has been to me.Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.Pain rips through me just as does a flood.My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.If only were here to sing with m
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother