InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
RebirthRemembering pastEndeavours, I couldn'tBear this painIn my soulReborn fromThe ashes andHealed of all wounds
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
The scarsLife hurts usIt causes us to bleedTime can heal the woundsAnd stop the painBut the scars remainFor the rest of our lives....
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
The way outDeath feelsSo appealingSo seductiveThe endOf my painThe voidOf oblivionMy salvationMy only wayOut of thisThis worldOf misery
InsomniaSleepless nightsIn the darkOur heads spinningTrying to make senseOf this lifeOf this world
SufferingThe eyes see, the heart doesn't
There's always someone who caresDead she isNothing but a ghost nowMurdered by the oneThe one she used to loveThe dream manWho became a nightmareBut in death she learnedThe lesson life tried to teach herThat she meant somethingFor the ones that really matterAnd that he wasNothing but a bruteBecause at her funeralShe was there, invisibleAnd her friends, her familyAll missed herAnd they all knew her story nowA sad storyOf abuse and contemptWith no happy endingBut with a positive messageThere's always someone who cares
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
Hope never diesHopes beat fast as we lookOnward past the hurt and painPieces of this harsh life stay behindEfforts to make it better are always worth itNow we are living in the presentEnjoying life when we canVenturing forwardEntering a new stage in lifeRestarting and leaving the past behindDeath we'll never fearIt's just another adventureEndless days in this life butSomehow we'll find a way.
Mad stormA world felt but never seenA storm raging withinAbout it, nobody caresFight it, nobody daresI can't stop thisBroken, my will isI'm simply powerlessTo stop this madness
Cross My WristsCross my wrists and hope to die,I will only ever lieWhen you ask me if I’m fineOr if I like this life of mine.If I had a gun,I’d put it to my headAnd turn bouncy blonde,Into ruby red.You want me to stop cutting;I’ll stop when I’m dead.The last time I’ll cutWill be the last thing I seeWhen I finally put an end to me.Dying sounds good right now,Just fading into blackAnd never coming backTo the agony living brings.Perhaps you’ll find me hanging,Or bleeding,Or after OD’ing;Someday soon you’ll find me,Finally free.It’s too late now,I’m too far gone.Now I’m just a ghostOf who could’ve been someone.
Only WordsIt's all harmless fun,He knows I'm kidding He's constantly giving reasons That make me want to dieSure, he's a hideous thing,But that's not my fault He tells me how ugly I am, That I'm some monstrous beingHe's the biggest nerd everHe deserves to know his level He steals my glasses, hits my books Tells me to stop the "genius act"I'm always sure to tell othersHow we're just playing around He tells the teachers, "we're friends", About ho
LonelinessLooking at the ceilingnight after nightwaiting in vainfor a hopeful ray of lightI keep telling myselfto hold on to lifethere must be deeper reasonsfor all that endless strife. Trying to devisea bunch of tricks and schemesto feed my hungry lonelinesswith treats of boring themesI'm getting filled with hopelessnessand pain in my heartbecause of some unknownand unjustified act.Waiting for a lettera knock on my doora voice on the telephoneI'd never ask for moreI hear the time's rushbreaking my existenceforcing me to the slaveryof fatal subsistence. And when I turn the lights offto start the ghostly soundsrevive the fictive shadowsand sleep with strange boundsI imagine your faceinside a misty framesmiling at me againmy heartbeat's fast refrain.© Soulis
Breaking News!!!Breaking news!!!Lately, these words are ones I fear.With bad things happening everywhere.With stories that can only bring you to tears.What's wrong with this world?Why do we kill just because of our differences?We hate each other for no better reasons,Than the color of our skin,Haven't we been here before?How many innocent people have to die again and again.Until we can get it in our thick heads.That we're the same.People are getting shot,A mother or father,Won't be coming home to their,Son or daughter.Just because they can't speak their mind?Maybe some of the things they said,Weren't very kind.But they were just speaking their opinion,And if we have to live in a world,Where we can't speak our minds,We might as well be robots!Where we're all programmed to think alike!I get so angry,And don't hate me for saying.That I can't stand listening,To these people who are so 'religious'Yet they have so much hate,For everyone or anyone,Who goes against their beliefs.
Go Kill Yourself“Go kill yourself”,Or “no one likes you”.“it’s better if you’re dead,”“You know it’s true.”Four simple phrases,Three simple words,One simple meaning,Enough to be heard.Now listen clearlyBecause you may not thinkThat “Go kill yourself”Will throw a person off their brink.But trust me I know,The affects those words have,And even if you don’t mean it,The meaning is just as bad.It’s been said to me,Countless times before,I’ve gotten used to it now,But for others, I’m not so sure.I had a close friend,But her life was going downhill,“Go kill yourself.” They said,She went straight for the pills.They called her a slut,And anything in between,They spread some rumors,She was only in her teens.I should’ve noticed before,The signs of distress,But I chose to ignore them,I didn’t know she was depressed.Her family found her,On the bathroom
I am a labelI slid the blade across my wristOnceTwiceAgain and again.Maybe I’m an emotional freak.I cause fights and argumentsOverAnd overAgain.Maybe I’m a troublemaker.I use make up to make myself seemBetterAnd…Prettier.Maybe I’m girly.I complain about thingsEven when sometimesThey’re notThatBad.Maybe I’m an attention seeker.I fall under so manyStereotypes.So maybe I am a label.Or maybeI’m just me.
CutsShe wants to cut the world away...So she cuts her arm instead.
Hey YouHey you.Yeah, you;With the perfect smile,Even if it hasn't been seenIn a little (or long) while.I hope you're feeling okay.And I think you'reDoing really great today;Remember,You are one less day awayFrom your perfect tomorrow.
Hard TimesI see you’ve been weeping for some time nowYou’re all torn out and coldEven if all you see is darknessYou’re the bit of light that’s shiningAnd I know you don’t have controlBut you can't just let goBecause if one day you do, you might lose yourselfThen I’ll be left alone, with no one to hold.
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother